Again...Happy Would be Birthday.

Another year gone by. Another year left wondering. I want a daughter to play dress up with, watch princess movies, put hair in braids for school, buy her first bra, help her find a dress for homecoming, prom, her wedding. watch her be a mother of her own .... After a few years, it doesn't get easier. It stays the same. *sigh* I wish, I wonder... But what's the use of it now?