Yesterday I felt ok...maybe even a little good.
Then the weekend hits and bam..no more
Three weeks ago today she died
Three weeks ago today I cried and was sad all morning (I knew before I KNEW)
The day before Mother's Day
I knew, I called, it was too late
Tomorrow she would have been three weeks old
I feel as if it has been three years and yet just yesterday
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For a very, very long time it felt like I was re-living that week. The day (Sunday) the *symptoms* set in, which marked the *end* of when "everything was good." The day I went into the hospital (Monday). And the day I gave birth to and said goodbye to my son (Wednesday).
After a while it was just Sundays that really got to me.
(((((hugs))))) to you:)
I spend Zak's 'what would have been first birthday' thinking each minute of the day about what i was doing 'this time 12 months ago'. It was horrible.
And you will probably do that for many years to come. Just know thats its normal.
Hugs
xxx
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