I feel like a storm is brewing. As if the brunt of the worst has not yet come. How that can be, I do not know. But life is life....good things happen...but so do bad.
I think my thyroid is crashing...yes, I'll go get that blood work done, but it's hard with a toddler.
this scares me...
it could be other things of course, like depression or maybe I'm fighting off a bug.
Who knows? I certainly don't.
My last two cycles have been 22 days with a 5 day LP
I'm tired by 8 o'clock
I'm working out (40 min or so of cardio 4 times a week and strength training 2 times a week), and watching what I eat and my pants are getting tighter around my middle
I just don't feel great.
I gave up coffee two days ago, I'm trying to get back to veggetarian/mostly vegan eating. I've been drinking between 84-96 fl oz of water a day..
Wait and see.
I have to keep trying. I can't give up.
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- I'm here because it seems to be helping. I am mother to a toddler and we lost our beautiful daughter on Mother's Day 2007 because of cord compression . Ironically, the day she died in the womb, May 12, was her "exact" due date(40 weeks). So many things like this I cannot explain. We welcomed our 'rainbow baby' Jan 2010! Email me: amendingheart at gmail dot com
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4 comments:
Don't give up but do let yourself go from time to time. 6 months is hard. Lots of love.
I agree with Rosepetal, don't give up but give yourself a break maybe.
Sometimes the body is a stubborn thing and if it's not quite ready it won't let you do what you want. You've been through a hell of a lot and are still having to manage your grief while looking after a toddler and working. The latter two are hard enough without the addition of the former.
I don't think the time of year helps, I don't know what the weather is like where you are but it's pretty grim here and rainy and cold. I feel tired all the time.
Big hugs x x x
After reading your post I'm exhausted and feeling healthier already. Don't give up but don't forget to take a breather sometimes too.
life is life...good and bad.
yeah.
i wish things were easier for you...thinking about IF makes me dizzy.
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