This week was surprisingly tough for me. The changing hormones definitely took their toll. On Thursday night I felt like I hit the wall. I was just so depressed. It's not even that I was depressed about any one thing or anything really. Even my vodka spritzer didn't take the edge off that night. I was just so sad.
But, I knew the hormones were making me cuckoo. And I knew I'd snap back into it. I just had to wait for the snap...
I feel like the snap is just around the corner. It was almost here today as I actually felt motivated to go to the gym. Maybe it will come tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow I will start to clean up the house, do laundry, make meals....everything I have always done, except not last week.
Last week I wasn't the best wife, or mother, or even person. All I can do is try to do better tomorrow....
Maybe tomorrow I'll just snap back into it.
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- missing_one
- west coast, United States
- I'm here because it seems to be helping. I am mother to a toddler and we lost our beautiful daughter on Mother's Day 2007 because of cord compression . Ironically, the day she died in the womb, May 12, was her "exact" due date(40 weeks). So many things like this I cannot explain. We welcomed our 'rainbow baby' Jan 2010! Email me: amendingheart at gmail dot com
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6 comments:
Praying that tomorrow will be better. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Waiting for the snap.... That's exactly the way I feel sometimes.
I wish the snap was as easy as snapping your fingers. I hope you find the snap soon.
((hugs)) to you. It will take time... though I also wish for a snap for you.
Just responding while away on vacation...
Snapping back is hell, missing_one. I get the depression. I get the not being a good wife or mother or person. Hoping that you are feeling better soon. XO.
Hey girl, did you snap back? :)
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