I am ready. And I know now, that I want a baby for all the right reasons. A new baby. A new warm, cuddly, screaming, nursing, wiggling baby.
Oh geez this is hard.
I know I should be thinking more about my own recent health things and working on getting that cleared up, or even worrying about school starting next week. But instead, I am daydreaming about baby. Baby girl. Baby boy. Both. ..
And holding my coworker's baby (I've made a couple of treks out there actually of my own accord) just affirms that I am ready.
Now we wait. *sigh*
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- I'm here because it seems to be helping. I am mother to a toddler and we lost our beautiful daughter on Mother's Day 2007 because of cord compression . Ironically, the day she died in the womb, May 12, was her "exact" due date(40 weeks). So many things like this I cannot explain. We welcomed our 'rainbow baby' Jan 2010! Email me: amendingheart at gmail dot com
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4 comments:
I'm so happy to hear this. I hope you get into a good place and have nothing but success!
Praying peace and nothing but success!!! I am so happy to hear you have reached this place...I pray this is not a long journey...you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hope it's not too long, hon. XO.
Right there with you. I hope both our journeys are short.
Your fog post rang so, so, sadly true for me too. Damn this suffocating grief. Thinking of you.
Steph
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