The way I see it, we either live with the past, or we are haunted by it.
There are scenes which replay in my head in the still of the night. There are voices I hear in broad daylight.
Sometimes I feel as if I am being chased by ghosts.
Really, can't you see them too? (I look around while asking "normal" people)
How can I weave the lives and death of my children without being haunted by it?
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thinking of you...
I so get this post.
It's the worst answer in the world, but it's the only one I know. Time... it takes time... a lot of it, and you slowly figure out how to live, how to mother this way. Little by little.
If you find the answer to this question please share. I don't live with it but I am haunted by it. I too replay scenes in my head all day long.
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