Taking the Plunge

I'm going to relinquish control. Not really "control" per se, but my thinking that I am in control of certain things that are clearly NOT in my control

Other goals for the week:
-Give up coffee and other heavily caffeinated beverages
-Work hard on food monitoring (going to try and stay w/in 1300 kcal since my weight-loss has stalled out a bit
- Try and only have my glass or two of wine one day at the end of the week (instead of a crutch)
-Make more vegetarian meals and not take the "easy way out"
-Start lesson planning
-Clean the house (maybe even get to some of those "non maintenance" projects)
-Read more rather than sitting on my laptop for hours at a time.
-Work harder at the potty training for AC
-Be a more interactive parent, rather than sitting and moping while he watches the tube

Okay go.

D'OH!

Like a train wreck I felt impaled to look.
And there it was.
All of their hopes and dreams
on a page where you could buy and then subsequently print out.
So stupid...I feel really sick

Another Invitation..

We got the invitation to the crack whore's (translation: cousin's girlfriend's) baby girl shower today.
I wish I could get angry if it weren't so darn sad and depressing.

On Blogging

I'm a little more than green to the whole blogging thing but do enjoy comments from others, which is why I comment on the other blogs I read.
But it seems like each time I got to look at the blogs I read, more and more are private and access denied. I can't help but feeling like maybe it was something I said.
I hope I didn't say anything to hurt someone...
This whole thing makes me want to start not commenting just so I can continue to read other peoples blog.
Am I self conscious or what?